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Archive for December, 2007

Update for the sake of it… and oh, Happy New Year to whoever reads.

Posted by Honoo on December 31, 2007

Geh. A half months’ worth of holidays and now I’m back.

Not so happy about my finals while having some things to ponder about the genius eccentrics of my fellow coursemates.

And I am a bit disappointed I am not born to excel with so little studies. Anyhow, my grades are just as average (a bit too average I think, nothing to be proud of… instead, makes me more inferior), but having to repeat a whole semester’s worth of a subject is… well, let’s just say that I am already dying from it. Period.

Then I started to wonder – what am I worth of truly? I am never a successful student (always on average), I am never a fully disciplined student (although I go by the books, there are just some things that does not go with me), so in this world, I knew little of what I am myself. Do I need a re-check and see what I am truly worthy of? I have words, but what can my own words help me when I am not capable of being up to my words myselves? Unless each word is an incantation of magic, then I need nothing more than to speak or write for the rest of my life.

Well, this semester I’ll have to buck up. But of course, jokingly it also means sacrificing my own life (since the Internet is also my life, LOL) but well. Looks like I’ll have to do a turnabout on the odds.

Man, can’t I just steal these guys’ brains away from them? They do all sorts of gaming and blablablabla with so little time to study yet… well, I don’t want to recall what their results are. It’s like the distance of the bottom-most part of the Mariana Trench and the peak of Mount Everest.

Geez. I hope I could get over this inferiority complex soon. Never had such in these years before.

Psh.

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Tiredness.

Posted by Honoo on December 28, 2007

Whew.

Holiday breaks are just a day left.

And that is today.

Geez. Well, at least this marks something.

Escape from hell. But of course that means getting out from heaven too.

But that makes no difference to me as I’m plunging into another heavenly hell. Or hellish heaven, whichever suits your mouth.

Home. To? College.

Heavenly Hell/Hellish Heaven? What the hell is that?

Whatever. Well, both has good things to spare me with.

Am going to look forward to the next semester while trying to keep myself up in the moods.

If only this can be a book.

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R4ND0M 4R7W0rKz G4L0Re 8DDD

Posted by Honoo on December 13, 2007

Random artworks galore again~~~!!! ALL MINE!!!

saje.png <<– LATEST! 8DDD

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OK, that’s all for now gonna begone in a second wheee~~

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100% Custom-made wallpapers collection!

Posted by Honoo on December 12, 2007

Wallpapers galore~! Random resolutions so it might vary between computers.

test-walls-1280x1024.png -LATEST!-

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That’s all for now, I can’t remember whether I have more or not, but thanks! Oh, and if you use it do not forget to credit me! I have these stored at somewhere else and can use it as proof if I know any of these has someone else claiming it as their own product!

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Random pics shower (all are mine!!! Gahahahaha.)

Posted by Honoo on December 1, 2007

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And that’s all for now. D;

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