Because I run portable on my dude

There are times I refuse to admit that I don’t know something, and will take some time before I admit it just in case I can counter that state of "unknowingness" myself.

But then again there are times where what I want to do something yet I don’t know what to do about it, and that’s frustrating. I guess one of the culprits is not having something I really like to have enough motivation to draw it.

Weirdly, motivations came up at the most wrong times yet when I grab my pen it all disappears fantastically like air, and in an instant I’m back to zero, not knowing what I actually want to do.

Or maybe I’m missing something that I want to be here when I draw, but meh I don’t know. Just be here as a motivating factor.

Or maybe it is what I want has something that I can’t just draw anywhere (well, you know… erm… stuff. Don’t ask). But then again it’s not the case here, because right now I’m devoid of anything I feel like drawing.

… Urgh, maybe I need to go around and get my brain working towards something that’ll make my creative juices flow again after quite some time.

… By the way, this is my first time testing Blogilo (a blogging app) for this post. If I manage a proper post with this, maybe I’ll use this rather than opening up the browser. Loading WordPress via the browser is so much pain when I’m in the campus’s slow network connections.